Post by yaranightshade on Jan 4, 2007 1:13:05 GMT -5
Ok, I am not here to piss, bitch, moan or whine.
I came back today after being gone quite a long time and had a rather Defensive PM from Elix.
Apparently, this person had gone to the trouble of hunting me down and looking me up. She raised good points and I can see why she raised them, because I did not have a public page about my kinds of vampyric elven types and so on but there is a good reason for that.
My new website hosts an Open letter for those who want to judge me, having nothing better to do and not knowing any better.
freewebs.com/yaranightshade
Let me make something clear, no two fucking something's and sorry for my curse word but i mean it.
1. I am no longer faerie in essance as my page atests too and explains in my open letter. Sometimes we think we may be something and it may be true when in reality it comes to pass that this is not a true essance part of our souls. This is what happened to me in the cases of being faerie. I no longer run my tripod sites. I ran them when I was on webtv - and its very easy for webtv users to use tripod, but the ad's on tripod now are huge and they get in my way and I would rather now use a host now that uses themes and templates or allows phpnuke.
2. I am Not who I was when i was "LadyChrys". I have grown up, and I have apologized and made peace with many webmasters that I wronged. Now, my personal opinions on sangs are just that - mine and I am surely free too have them! I am 29 years old, a mature woman, who owns her own home and pays her own bills like everyone else. I do NOT seek attention or seek to fuel flames, if I did this forum would have burned a long time ago, and you know its true. I am a real energy vampyre, obviously.
One min I am labeled a roleplayer for my views and the next I am seeking energy because I am hurting for attention? Which the F is it people? I NO LONGER FEED on people, vampyre or otherwise.
Unless its a dire emergency but I always ask, blood or energy wise I ask!
I am tired of being freaking judged just because I decided to give shadowlore a try and do some elven research. It's not like I can ask on the elenari site, they have nothing, no email, forum, guestbook, etc.
Maybe I phrased some sentances wrong when replying to blizzard, but I don't think Elix's reply "I can stab mages in the throat faster than they can cast" was very polite either. Not all mages are evil - it is the intent of the user that makes magick evil or good, if anyone knew just a speck of the craft (any of them) they would know this. I don't even know any evil elven mages!!! This is not warcraft or neverwinter nights, afterall!
If I am NOT wanted here, Please tell me TO MY FACE. I got a webcam today if that makes it any easier for you.
You know I used to belong to Bloodlines Int. and they slammed shadowlore too bits, saying no love lost between the two BUT I decided to give shadowlore a try... maybe I was wrong in doing so...because bloodlines also has disllusions of grandeur as well!
I step outside of my communities not to belong to others, but to gather research to see if anyone else has heard of something.
I am sorry what's this forum for? what is the idea of a forum for? ass kissing? Well, better delete me then, I was never very good at kissing anybody's ass.
Amazingly, I found most of what I was looking for in and of and around the OSV website too an extent. Not that I belong to them. I no longer actively belong to any houses, or orders but they are not unknown to me.
My Current ongoing website projects is now my freewebs website, as well as my house nightshade website, but it is not yet ready, and I don't think many would find it interesting here.
People here need to realize people grow up, mature and change spirituality wise and so on! Now with that being said I feel better. I don't even use the name LadyChrys anymore, have you fucking noticed? I haven't since 2002..uhm hello 2007 now, been done for a while.
If You don't like me then you're not going to. I know my ideas and theories on vampyrism are eccentric and different. (oh thank god they are, and according to allot of people over 55% I'm also right! Remember I base my theories on my own experiences! And this life I have been awakened for 12 years now!) I have explained why energy vampyres need blood, when other websites couldn't and did not know the answer. (yeah i see why I'm hated!)
Instead of getting envious and hateful people should feel blessed that its explained.
It's just darkly amusing to me that you ladies love to get together and gossip about good old yara like you know when you do not know me and you have no right to judge me, because none of us have that place to judge another, and if you think you do, well thats soul karma you're gonna have to square with one day.
I wouldn't want to be you.
If you are whats real, and I am whats fake, I still don't want to be you. I would rather be on my side of the line any day of the week.
I came back today after being gone quite a long time and had a rather Defensive PM from Elix.
Apparently, this person had gone to the trouble of hunting me down and looking me up. She raised good points and I can see why she raised them, because I did not have a public page about my kinds of vampyric elven types and so on but there is a good reason for that.
My new website hosts an Open letter for those who want to judge me, having nothing better to do and not knowing any better.
freewebs.com/yaranightshade
Let me make something clear, no two fucking something's and sorry for my curse word but i mean it.
1. I am no longer faerie in essance as my page atests too and explains in my open letter. Sometimes we think we may be something and it may be true when in reality it comes to pass that this is not a true essance part of our souls. This is what happened to me in the cases of being faerie. I no longer run my tripod sites. I ran them when I was on webtv - and its very easy for webtv users to use tripod, but the ad's on tripod now are huge and they get in my way and I would rather now use a host now that uses themes and templates or allows phpnuke.
2. I am Not who I was when i was "LadyChrys". I have grown up, and I have apologized and made peace with many webmasters that I wronged. Now, my personal opinions on sangs are just that - mine and I am surely free too have them! I am 29 years old, a mature woman, who owns her own home and pays her own bills like everyone else. I do NOT seek attention or seek to fuel flames, if I did this forum would have burned a long time ago, and you know its true. I am a real energy vampyre, obviously.
One min I am labeled a roleplayer for my views and the next I am seeking energy because I am hurting for attention? Which the F is it people? I NO LONGER FEED on people, vampyre or otherwise.
Unless its a dire emergency but I always ask, blood or energy wise I ask!
I am tired of being freaking judged just because I decided to give shadowlore a try and do some elven research. It's not like I can ask on the elenari site, they have nothing, no email, forum, guestbook, etc.
Maybe I phrased some sentances wrong when replying to blizzard, but I don't think Elix's reply "I can stab mages in the throat faster than they can cast" was very polite either. Not all mages are evil - it is the intent of the user that makes magick evil or good, if anyone knew just a speck of the craft (any of them) they would know this. I don't even know any evil elven mages!!! This is not warcraft or neverwinter nights, afterall!
If I am NOT wanted here, Please tell me TO MY FACE. I got a webcam today if that makes it any easier for you.
You know I used to belong to Bloodlines Int. and they slammed shadowlore too bits, saying no love lost between the two BUT I decided to give shadowlore a try... maybe I was wrong in doing so...because bloodlines also has disllusions of grandeur as well!
I step outside of my communities not to belong to others, but to gather research to see if anyone else has heard of something.
I am sorry what's this forum for? what is the idea of a forum for? ass kissing? Well, better delete me then, I was never very good at kissing anybody's ass.
Amazingly, I found most of what I was looking for in and of and around the OSV website too an extent. Not that I belong to them. I no longer actively belong to any houses, or orders but they are not unknown to me.
My Current ongoing website projects is now my freewebs website, as well as my house nightshade website, but it is not yet ready, and I don't think many would find it interesting here.
People here need to realize people grow up, mature and change spirituality wise and so on! Now with that being said I feel better. I don't even use the name LadyChrys anymore, have you fucking noticed? I haven't since 2002..uhm hello 2007 now, been done for a while.
If You don't like me then you're not going to. I know my ideas and theories on vampyrism are eccentric and different. (oh thank god they are, and according to allot of people over 55% I'm also right! Remember I base my theories on my own experiences! And this life I have been awakened for 12 years now!) I have explained why energy vampyres need blood, when other websites couldn't and did not know the answer. (yeah i see why I'm hated!)
Instead of getting envious and hateful people should feel blessed that its explained.
It's just darkly amusing to me that you ladies love to get together and gossip about good old yara like you know when you do not know me and you have no right to judge me, because none of us have that place to judge another, and if you think you do, well thats soul karma you're gonna have to square with one day.
I wouldn't want to be you.
If you are whats real, and I am whats fake, I still don't want to be you. I would rather be on my side of the line any day of the week.