Post by Gray Heart on Jul 17, 2009 18:01:15 GMT -5
well its been a long time since i added one of these so heres a few for ya hope you enjoy
Surviving
Still living
Still surviving
thats all i can say
thats all that i am
waiting for fate
till its too late
sitting alone
where ever i call home
laying in the dark
leaving no mark
for thats what i am
from my feet to my hands
i am wolf hear me howl
alone in the dark see me cower
i am man
those are what i am
allways alone
for there is no one
no one for me
for i am never free
trapped with both souls
living in neither world
i can not live as man
for thats not who i am
i cannot live as wolf
and ignore myself as a whole
so ill live out my life
alone with my strife
content in my way
ignoring what they say
watching others go round the bend
a rogue till the end.
Fiction
Life is a work of fiction
theres no realism that i see,
is it my whole life
or just what i believe?
for life cannot truly be this cruel
for it is a nightmare that i live
i know not what is truth
nor what fiction has created.
for they blend so well
and flow together
who can tell them apart .
i feel lost in this world
not knowing where i belong,
there is nothing that grounds me to this place
and yet i cannot escape it.
i look around and see people free
but how can that be, when all i feel
is bound and trapped.
is there no escape for me?
is there no release?
as i lay here
bound without chains
and caged witout bars
pondering my life
and all my desires
it seems my past
is wrought with sorrow,
blended with pain
and a slave to the world.
my present is painful
secluded by choice
and my heart feels a loss
for what it never had.
my future.. the future
for me looks bleak
for what can there be
with all this pain and sorrow
that lays throught my past
i feel lost in life
with no maps to draw my way
and suffering around each bend.
to be free is a wish
or a dream that i have
but ive lost my hope
with wich to hold on
so i carry on through life
bound by no chains
and caged by no bars
forever in sorrow and despair.
The War Inside
There is a war
that rages deep.
its not for land
nor title nor deed.
Its a war from within
between man and wolf
the battle has been long
and ever present there
but the mans had enough
and is fighting unfair
he fights with emotions
and things that he feels
where the wolf fights with knowlge
and things that he knows
the battle was lost not so long ago
when the man stopped running
and chose to fight for his life
to be no longer a slave
and take back his life
so now a war rages
its going hard and strong
with the body caught between
who will win is yet to be seen
will it be wolf to remind me of who i am
or will it be man to supress the wolf again
Surviving
Still living
Still surviving
thats all i can say
thats all that i am
waiting for fate
till its too late
sitting alone
where ever i call home
laying in the dark
leaving no mark
for thats what i am
from my feet to my hands
i am wolf hear me howl
alone in the dark see me cower
i am man
those are what i am
allways alone
for there is no one
no one for me
for i am never free
trapped with both souls
living in neither world
i can not live as man
for thats not who i am
i cannot live as wolf
and ignore myself as a whole
so ill live out my life
alone with my strife
content in my way
ignoring what they say
watching others go round the bend
a rogue till the end.
Fiction
Life is a work of fiction
theres no realism that i see,
is it my whole life
or just what i believe?
for life cannot truly be this cruel
for it is a nightmare that i live
i know not what is truth
nor what fiction has created.
for they blend so well
and flow together
who can tell them apart .
i feel lost in this world
not knowing where i belong,
there is nothing that grounds me to this place
and yet i cannot escape it.
i look around and see people free
but how can that be, when all i feel
is bound and trapped.
is there no escape for me?
is there no release?
as i lay here
bound without chains
and caged witout bars
pondering my life
and all my desires
it seems my past
is wrought with sorrow,
blended with pain
and a slave to the world.
my present is painful
secluded by choice
and my heart feels a loss
for what it never had.
my future.. the future
for me looks bleak
for what can there be
with all this pain and sorrow
that lays throught my past
i feel lost in life
with no maps to draw my way
and suffering around each bend.
to be free is a wish
or a dream that i have
but ive lost my hope
with wich to hold on
so i carry on through life
bound by no chains
and caged by no bars
forever in sorrow and despair.
The War Inside
There is a war
that rages deep.
its not for land
nor title nor deed.
Its a war from within
between man and wolf
the battle has been long
and ever present there
but the mans had enough
and is fighting unfair
he fights with emotions
and things that he feels
where the wolf fights with knowlge
and things that he knows
the battle was lost not so long ago
when the man stopped running
and chose to fight for his life
to be no longer a slave
and take back his life
so now a war rages
its going hard and strong
with the body caught between
who will win is yet to be seen
will it be wolf to remind me of who i am
or will it be man to supress the wolf again