Post by draco on Dec 12, 2006 20:32:37 GMT -5
greetings. Now before i start, i must say two things...a) this may be a long post and i appologise, and b) i am the worst worst typist, so typo's here we go....now i know that no one can tell you if you are therian or not, it is just a feeling, this is not about that i do not think......for about a week and a half, there has been external forces (mostly from the wife's family, who is truely multi-religioned, we got wiccan's, and shaman's, and christines ect....) anyway, last night with all the "pushing" on my nerves, i have to admit i "changed", as in my tone of voice, as in how i felt outwardly and inwardly, and if i read it right i phantom shifted.....but see the really weird part??? as of Today, my anger rises, and the TV gets knocked out, Cars stall, till i go around the corner of the sidewalk, Security systems go off (and i am not going through them LOL), stuff like this, and umm there is seeing "shadowed" shapes, like a large (say 4 feet high), or seeing the ghosts around a graveyard, then REALLY odd ball part?? since i accepted who and what i am (which is wolf??) i have noticed my whole body mass is increasing (as in muscle) and i am not lifting wieghts, or anything that can constitue me doing this.....I have noticed i am able to talk of ancient times and not knowing if i am right or not, it turns out i am, heck when it comes to laws of the land, i say it without feeling like i am wrong, and when the proof is needed it is right there, what i said, and the one part i noticed that my wife tends to get a bit ummm angry at (heheheh) is that there was a few times she went to put a fingure infront of my face, and i have snapped at it, and started to bite hard with one thought of my teeth going through it......now i do love her, and would not hurt her, but can someone help out?? is there some site to help new ones who go through a "awakening" (is this what it is called???), i have visited tons of site's and got the printed material, but it is all on how how they feel about therian's........i need sort of a road map for what is ahead, also, as a bit of a tid bit, i was able to say (in shifted form??) these words which i read long ago, but i said them with much power..."and it harm none do as you will.....BUT it CAUSE harm do as you must".......and one last side note.....i have noticed that there is a person "power" going on, like how things can happen if i want them too.....umm sorta like Teleconetic power, esp, ect....am i just loosing reality?? umm help??